it's a blessing in disguise
she left before she left.
she didn't have to watch her suffer
she didn't have to watch her leave.
she left before her
to welcome her in heaven
i hope.

think about his love
think about his goodness
think about his grace
that has brought us through
great is the measure of our father's love.

i seriously dont understand
i just dont know what to do
when you mood swing like that.
it feels like shit.
you feeling like shit.
and you made me feel like shit.
please think about how you impact me too.
i feel tired.
helpless.
maybe i shldn't have called you.
you probably just didnt wanna talk at that point of time.
ahh! i feel so frustrated.
i can't sleep.
i feel hurted once again.
i don't know what you want.

i'm sad. :(
byebye.


the last thought before i fell asleep.
the first thought when i'm awake.
thanks to mummy, the morning call.
she just love to remind me stuff.

you don't give a damn.

can't imagine i'm going into the exam hall like that.
it won't happen to tml's paper.
i don't wanna end up retaking this three modules in my third year.
yea, okie. :)

i feel constipated, again.
rah.


i still can't sleep
i can't seem to study either.
damn.
i feel kinda brainwashed
his words kept coming in.
i start to believe, and doubt.

friday come quick.
i need shopping therapy.
desperately.
:(

right now i need sleeping pills.


i wanna change blogskin!
but i cant seem to find one which i like.
i wanna create my own blogskin.
but i dont know how to.
sigh.

exams
attachment
HOLIDAY!~

and when's our ZOO date? :(



you are sweetness.
the next best thing that can ever happen.
i don't wanna be demanding
or anything like that.
i care alot for you.
maybe i shld ask lesser qnses.
i know my qnses are irritating at times
you probably find them irritating
but didn't say so.
i'm probably thinking too much though.

ah! damn the cramp!

hold me tight; love me right.


my valentine.


my lovely surprise.


i love those flowers.




sometimes i feel unwanted
sometimes i feel that you're pissed with me
sometimes i ask too many qnses
you said you feel insecured
i guess i feel even more insecured than you.
i am never irritated by your qnses
but i'm not sure if you'll ever feel irritated by my qnses.
probably your patience is running dry.
everything i do
is out of concern for you.
i'm probably too sensitive too.
sensitive to the extent that i assume things?
i dont wanna assume no more
so can you make me assured?

nevertheless
thanks for everything.
and i love you.

went to wenyan's house just now.
a mini gathering
among us again
i finally get to meet bing bing again
i miss that girl.
:)
it was nice
i shldn't have brought you there.
i feel guilty.
i shldn't have just wanna bring you, and then just bring you.
i'm selfish
knowing that you got paper the next paper still i asked you along.
sigh.
i'm such bad influence.

lowesteem


alright.
it was an accident
i kinda deleted my last blog.
damn.
oh well.
i've been wanting to get a new url for my blog anyway
so here is it.

i'm kinda pissed with stuff.
i won't stop denying that its just my pms.
i guess everyone's pmsing too
i wish for this to be over
serious
i can't take it anymore
i'm feeling this pressure already

exams are coming
and i've not study for it.
time management.

please catch me
hold me tight
i dont wanna fall and stray away from you.

i'm so worried about you.
after our conversation last night.
i really dont wanna lose you.
i dont want anything to happen
to you
to us.