when everything means nothing.

oh oh
met my poly girls to cut our hair at alvina's cousin's place.
:)
i like my new hairstyle
i havent took any picture of this new hairstyle
but well.
i like it.
bang
wanna see my new hairdo
ask me out.
wee!~

oh and sorry denise
i can't go on tues.
i got to work.
hm.

talking about work.
it's creating too much trouble
i'll probably quit.
well, i need to pray about it though
i hope God will just provide me another job.
flexible working hours
pay is not a factor.

too much said and done.
pride is a factor.
sadness pain and hurt, came into the picture.
even eraser can't erase all these away.
prayer is all i need.
keep me in prayer.

without you
where else can i go.

i still love you.

sigh, take me away.


it's been so long since we last not meet up.
i miss you boy.
:)
but its okie
i'll see you tml, right?

can't waste time.
you're on my heart
just like a tattoo
i'll always have you.
right?

i want you to be in every part of my life.
i need your protection.
105days officially yours

school's been busy.
sigh.
fullstop.


i hope you really understand
i hope you really do.
it's hard for me.
i know you can't accept what i said.
but that's how i feel.
and it's reasonable.
it's not like i'm not making sense.

please don't be like that.
sigh.
i need you.

my final theory test tml!
ah!
and i haven't study.
haha.

oh well.
*shrug*
i'm going to friendster now. :)


yeah yeah
we went for buffet at sakura
we were so hungry that we forgot to take any picture.

anyway
the air con broke down
the whole place was so warm.
and the food aint very fantastic either.
oh well.
it doesnt really matter if you're hungry
right? haha.

and tml.
probably another day to sentosa.
i'm suffering from some kinda emo swing though.
so my dear
please try to bear with me.

my finally theory test is this wed!
hopefully i'll be able to pass on my 1st round.
hopefully no retaking.

overall it's quite a nice day
we were out playing pool at paradiz before we went to meet my parents for buffet.
well
i think food at penang place is like much nicer than food at sakura
yea.
i'm proud of penang place
just that the pay is a little too pathetic.
i need another job.
someone intro please. =D

and chester is REMINDING me that
HIS BIRTHDAY IS IN ONE MONTH'S TIME.
so yea. i owe him present since last year la.
hahaha!
=x opps.
so well. i'll try to get you something this year.
heh.

ohh ohh.
i'm taking clinical trail as my IS module. :(
everyone is going to take drugs!
i feel so lonely. :(
i'm gonna be such a loner. :(
so SAD! rah.

bye bye.
and i love you, boyfriend.


i'm blogging only becos you asked me to.
where shall i start from.
lets go all the way back to last friday
yeah man.
my beloved laogong asked me out
we went on a double date
laogong laogong's jude, ken and i
it was good. funtime!
wee!~
ohh ohh before i post any picture of that day
i wanna show my new found favourite ice cream!
it's GREEN TEA ice cream
it's really nice.
both ken and i love it alot.
=D

YEAH!
ICE CREAM ICE CREAM ICE CREAM

okie
here we go.
last fri we met at far east
was thinking of what to have for dinner
then i suggested to eat at hongkong cafe

me and my boy.

LAOGONG.

HERE COMES THE FOOD.

fooling around.

THE FOOD'S GONE!
wee!~ yum yum.
after dinner
we shopped around cine
both wenyan and i got our new bikinis.
after that we went dempsey for ICE CREAM
YES ICE CREAM AGAIN
ben and jerry's ice cream.
it was nice. :)

haha. forgot to take picture of the ice cream.

this morning went to sentosa with my boy.
:)
we had a great time out tgt.
talking about everything.

he said he love me!

my hair look like shit.
anyway that's my new bikini!
yeah
wee!~

it's like a weekly outing
today
we met again
this time without jude.
HEY JUDE WHY YOU NV JOIN US?!
HUH HUH HUH HUH HUH.
we met at suntec for fish and co
ken and i shared seafood patter for two.
and wenyan had newyork fish and chip.
the food was good. :)
i love.

me and my boy. <3
<
me and my girl. :)




more pictures. :)

my lovely biscuits
take a closer look



he gave this to me. :)
YEAH.
it is something special.

can't imagine he can actually fold such thing. :)
sweetness cuteness little boy.

waffle! from icekimo.
oh well waffle from waffletown is nice.

dear Lord.
thank you for everything
that you have given to me.
thank you for sending me a boyfriend
after i've wished for one at my 18th birthday.
he has been good to me.
though we have many disagreement
Lord i just pray that you will watch over us.
bless our relationship.
dear Lord
i love this boy
please give him to me.
continue to protect us from all danger and evil.
grant us journey mercy wherever we go.
i pray for love between us.
that we can accept each other flaws
like how you accept us for who we are.
and as we go and rest tonight
dear Lord.
just grant us good sleep.
that tml we'll be able to go church to worship you tgt.
in Jesus' name i pray.
AMEN. :)

THANK YOU LORD.


and you're gone again
sigh.
i shall stop complaining to you.
it makes me desperate to have a reply from you.
and i'm simply sick of doing all this talking, and complaining.
i'm gonna stop.
i won't make you suffer under my complaints.

i've been feeling kinda unstable lately.
emotional unstable.
i'm sad to say that
i feel like going to the beach alone and stuff like that.
nah.
mayb i just feel like going to the beach
probably not alone.
it's quite sad to go beach alone.
sad as in
makes me sad
i'll think alot and indulge in sadness.
haha.
crazy.
oh ohh.
chester bought havianas for me!
wee!~
THANK YOU CHOW WING WING.

oh yea
my timetable suck!
to the core
oh well.
it's okie
at least i got my friday ending early at 12!
yeah!
so i guess fridays will be shopping days!

been working lately.
church-ing
dating.
yea.
ohh ohh ohh
watch 10 000 BC!
IT'S DAMN NICE.
i like the sound effect
the scenes in the movie are really good.
:)
4 out of 5 stars for it

tml night will be at ken's place
FOR BBQ.

oh i miss my poly girls.
i hope they're doing fine at attachment.
IMH.
PROBABLY HAVING FUN OVER THERE.
i mean the patients may be define as "crazy"
but there are really nice pple there
nice patients.
yup.
:)
nice nurses.
yea.

oh well.
i wanted to put some pictures.
mayb the next time i blog la.
i'm too lazy to upload.
it's a great effort in posting this entry already
so appreciate it.
wee!

dear denise
i miss you dearly.
:)
do plan something
like sentosa girls day-out?

ohh ohh ohh.
my brother's school is having this carnival thingy!
some day in july.
i'm kinda looking forward to it
cos i really like carnivals.

okie.
i shall stop here.
i'm talking too much nonsenses.
tata.
*yawn*

oh ohh!
and happy april fool's day.
have fun going around fooling pple.
yeah!