we are going to 5 months.
seems so fast
yet so slow.

hahaha.
oh well.
it have been a wonderful 4 months plus.
though we quarreled alot
shouted and screamed at each other
i still love you baby.

though much have been said and done
i still want those sweet memories
to cover those bitter ones.

it's a stressful month
so much work to be done.
causing both of us to feel so highly irritable
all i ask for is patience
and more patience
all this will be over very soon
yes it will be. very soon.
common test coming.
sense the long term attachment, coming nearer and nearer
it's scary.
and gonna be so tiring.
there goes my weekends in church.

after this 3 years course many may fall behind.
giving up what they've learnt in these 3 years.
i don't know what am i going to do after graduating
but i do know that you already had it all planned out.
and i'm trusting in you.
man may fail
but YOU will not.

been two days since i last went school.
i'm not just slacking at home.
been mugging.
mugging
but not sure if all the information went in.
well not just mugging la.
maybe i did spend some time in front of the tv
spend some time with my piano which i havent been touching.

and i probably need my sleep.
yea. it gonna be 3.
yawn.
resume cover letters! rah! killing me.


to my beloved secondary school FRIENDS.

just i was preparing for an interview tml
i was flipping thru our graduation folder
and i really miss my life in sec sch
having friends like you pple.
SEA
class 3/8 and 4/8
other pple from other classes.
people like taiwei benjamin
i used to hang out with during end of sec 2
friends like cheryl yiting kexin, i hang out with when i felt left out by the SEA
people like joanna sarah chamayne jerina.
evelyn my very 1st friend in regent.
wenyan my beloved laogong whom i met in our very 1st year
a year of separation
led us back to same the class in sec 3
funs and laughter we had
gossips which we shared.
nonsense we played on our teachers.
hongkuang and poksheng.
left memories too.
the BIG fight the girls had with them in our last year in regent
denise my girl. the after school sessions we had.
sarah my lovely "daughter", classmates for four year
weichong that BIG GUY, same class thru out my regent chapter
pris, my purple fan. the crazy stuff we did tgt.
yuwei gheeboon killva sophia yuxin
the times we had as a whole group of girl
going to school everyday was such fun
everyday was fille with laughter with you girls.
facing every ostacles we had tgt.
something which not many can go thru tgt.
i'm glad i've met you people.

huiqi, my crying partner
i turn to her whenever i needed someone to cry on.
she turned to me when she needed me too.
and now we have to miss each other.
frog roy and gang
noisy group of people.
cheehong and laoda, the nice guys.
weeyung weeshen, i used to mixed them up.
hengling, after prelims we kept going to her home to chill.
kwaiyee, YOU BETTER DON'T FROWN.
bing bing my LAMEst creature.

sorry to those i didn't named
my mind is so filled with the old days.

my SEA
seokteng, the one could turn to.
the one everyone would turn to for help.
the one who cares for everyone in the group.
the adviser
manda, the i could talk to
the one who would listen.
the listener.
ann, the noisy one.
though sometime too noisy
but brought laughter and fun into our group.
i love you girls.
though we hardly talk now.
yea. :) take care and all the best.

hahas. this entry do look like some"before i die i need to tell you this.." kinda note.
but well,
i really missed what we had in sec school.
regent may not be the best school
but it definitely gathered the best group of friends there.

wish me luck for my interview tml
it's actually a test.
i'll be missing you, my friends. :)
til we meet again.
love.


assholes.
HUR!


hey my boyfriend.
i love you.
thanks for being so patient with me.
i know my temper has been very bad lately.
just bear with it okie?
i'm just pmsing, terribly.
yea.
i still love you alot.
and i need you.
i can't wait to go for church camp with you this year.
i'm sure we're going to have a great time tgt.
just us.
yea.


been kinda disappointed with things
and stuffs like that.
sigh.
probably just sick and tired of all these happenings that are happening.
its irritating me.

some people just need to grow up.
yea grow up kid.
..