happy birthday to seokteng.
i miss that girl.

today is a freaking bloody idiotic day
ahya actually its not that bad la.
had my dental appointment only after waiting for nearly one and a half hour.
initially i wasn't feeling that pissed off.
but yea.
rah!
waited for so bloody long!
just for a freaking dental appointment.
but yea
thank God my root canal treatment is over.
crowning treatment will be next.
crowning shouldn't be as painful as root canal treatment.
oh yea.
i totally didn't blog about my tooth.
had a terribly decaying tooth few years back. went dental to get the fillings done.
recently the pain got back and bad
beared with the pain thinking that it will go away
beared for 3 days
finally couldn't take it
decided to go seek of dental advice.
found out that my nerve got injured
therefore causing all the pain
resulting a final solution which is root canal.
thought of plunking the stupid tooth out
was being psycho out of it by the dentist.
so yea.
root canal.
cost my parent a freaking THOUSAND dollar.
i shall go for regular check up.
yea.

results are out
i don't dare to see. =/


there's so many things i wanna blog about.
but i really got no time.
holiday seems to be REALLY short.
feels like there isn't any holiday at all.
back to school again
my 1st day of school.
busy like crap.
1st day of school and i realize there is a lot of work i'll need to hand in.
and i just got no time for it.
anyway church camp was great.
it could be better though.
yea.
actually it's kinda screwed up.
anyway who cares.
it's over.
and i'm glad.
yea.
didn't felt like i could really enjoy my church camp.
becos it is as stressful as any of my normal school days.
doing stuff, meeting "datelines" just like any other projects.
feel that it is kinda meaningless.
at least last year there was some team building.
this year i felt really detached.
anyway
who cares.
its over
and i'm glad.
damn.

unhappiness.
uncontented.
dissatisfaction.


well
it's sucks to be back in school anyway.
though my class started like at 11
i felt so tired.
so damn tired.
drag myself out of the bed.
been having headache the entire day.
ah!
i just feel pissed.
so many stuffs to do.
can't the school just spare us all this work during our holiday.
and can't my church just spare us.
i'm really tired.
i'm breaking apart.
and it's hard for me to tell you.
cos it's not like you can understand.
you'll probably see it as an excuse.
but i am really tired.
tired of all these.
tired of life.
tired of living.
tired of all these acts which pple put up infront of each other everyday.
i just wanna sleep for very long.
i'm not running away from the problem.
i just wanna stay away for a while.
i need to cry out loud.
yet i just couldn't do so.

i need my talk with GOD.
i long for more.
more than this.



church camp tml!
i havent finish packing my stuff though. heh. =)

wee!~
looking forward to church camp
this is gonna be fun
hopefully
yea.

..


two more days
two more papers.

i can't just wait to go for church camp.
i need my holiday.
i wanna go sentosa
wee!~

take me away
i'll go fly fly fly~


as i was checking my mail.
one of this normal looking chain mail caught my attention

and this is way it led me to..

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org.




this is so saddening.
this is the worst thing doing of man kind
no wonder God sent earthquake
human being shld put down everything and repent to God.
this is really terrible
if you have the courage to finish watching the entire video.
good for you.
i couldn't.
it is so heart breaking.
those cute little things.

common test
i just can't wait to be finished with common test.
just had my 1st paper today
3 more days
3 more papers.

prayers are all that we need.
cos in times of fear
we can only turn to him alone.
like the old hyme
"In Christ alone, i place my trust.."