you took advantage of my patience with you.
really.
people around just like to take advantage when you try to be nice.
yea.

it was a day
a nice day
for me to sleep at home.
i missed my boy.
asked him to come find me after school at bukit panjang starbucks.
he came down
i was happy.
he was upset with the way i talked on the phone with zichee.
i was excited about going F1 with my clique
therefore i was a little loud.
why? i made you ambarrassed by talking loudly?
are you ambarrassed to be with me?
i am who i am
i talk like that
accept it or just forget about it.

i was surprisingly patient with him tonight.
i was shocked that i could be so patient.
but sadly
he just took advantage of it.
no body will understand
all i wanted was a nice time with him. just looking at him made me happy.
BUT wtf, HE IS SO HARD TO PLEASE.

and now he say he will just f off.
i don't know what is his problem now.
i am probably his problem.

this is my secret from now on.
i would let anyone know.

.
.

please.
it's torturing.
sigh.