alright. 1st day of work.
is busy like shit!
serving medications.
seriously, i can't cope.
i just can't.
the ward is just too messy.
but yea.
i'll pull through.
that's a challenge for myself. :)
yea.

sometimes its just hard to let go of the past isn't it?
but well, we all have to learn to let go
and move forward.
we all grew together
bonded so strongly
reminds me of the older batch of them.

and yeah! tues is my off day.
what a slacker uh?
monday's my 1st day
and tues' my off day!
yeahh!


in less than 48 hours.
i am going to start being a professional staff nurse.
haha.
goodness
i truly do feel old.

met up with aaron and yuxuan
went for joram's baptism at heart of God's church.
its nice to meet up old friends.
catch up a little.
talk about the old days.
yea.

sentimental.

just like the dream i had.

sometimes i wonder how have you been.
i just wanna probably bump into you or something.
just have some small talks like before.
i guess i do miss you.
you have somehow became such great distraction in my life.
and its just unfair.
unfair to me.
it is very distracting and DISTURBING to randomly have dreams like that.
it just bothers me.

anyway, i forgot to tell you about the dream.
i hope you understand.
like i did told you before.

sigh.
i feeling emo all over again.
yet i'm covering up for myself.
argh.
i don't know.


alright. hey yo pple. i'm back blogging again.
since life has been so busy and stuff like that
can't really meet up with my beloved friends, therefore i shall go back to blogging.
this will keep us in tune.
so girls, do read my blog often for updates okie? :)

back from mission trip last monday.
though been to two mission trips before this.
but this cebu mission is definitely something different from the rest.
seeing those kids in the teen challenge centre worshipping God,
made me really ashamed of myself.
how grateful they are towards God.
and how stupid we are to not realise sooner, that how much he had paid for our sins.
we are so not worthy, yet he still loves us.
anyway, i lost my handphone during my trip to cebu
so it would be lovely if you can send me a sms identifying yourselves. :)
yeah.

erm. if possible i'll try to upload some pictures.
but with my lappy lagging like mad, i doubt so.

this week been busy with SNB
went to SNB yesterday morning.
thinking that if i reach there early i'll get my license without any delay.
apparently, there's some misunderstanding between SNB and NP.
therefore i couldn't get my license
but those pple who go in the late afternoon they were then able to get it
cos the problem was solved in noon.
rah!
this is unfair.
oh well.
troublesome. i'll have to go down tml again.
collected my uniform from RH today.
thos uniforms were used before.
yike.
some are actually quite dirty.
mummy's complaining while washing it for me.
hey hey
not that i don't wanna wash them on my own.
it's just becos she wanna make sure that my uniforms are really clean.

been doing my driving lesson during the holidays.
spent so much money!
i think i've already spent up to $1000.

ohh ohh.
we are currently repainting walls in the youth hall.
we've got only a week to complete scrapping, sealing up the cracks and painting the walls.
and our manpower is simply pathetic.
so much work so few workers.

so much to do so little time.
i'll be starting work on the 13thapril.
so yea.
sigh start work.
SIGH