in less than 48 hours.
i am going to start being a professional staff nurse.
haha.
goodness
i truly do feel old.

met up with aaron and yuxuan
went for joram's baptism at heart of God's church.
its nice to meet up old friends.
catch up a little.
talk about the old days.
yea.

sentimental.

just like the dream i had.

sometimes i wonder how have you been.
i just wanna probably bump into you or something.
just have some small talks like before.
i guess i do miss you.
you have somehow became such great distraction in my life.
and its just unfair.
unfair to me.
it is very distracting and DISTURBING to randomly have dreams like that.
it just bothers me.

anyway, i forgot to tell you about the dream.
i hope you understand.
like i did told you before.

sigh.
i feeling emo all over again.
yet i'm covering up for myself.
argh.
i don't know.