i don't mean to be straight forward or to be stupid with my words.
sometimes it sucks to have friends
cos in the end you're left with only friend.

quit saying about meeting up when meeting up never come true.
i believe if you really make an effort to do so,
we would have met up.
i guess people have different piority and different level of friendship
and different level of friendship is being placed at different priority.
it sucks to be proven that our friendship is being placed so lowly.
really.
i don't wanna sulk about it.
but yea
just forget it.
it's good that things somehow turn out to be this way.

i am speechless really.
and disappointed
after all these years.