recently watched "i love you, man"

then i realised my circle of friends are minimalising.
and it kinda scares me.
when i say friends
as in people who i can really count on.
not just those hi and bye friends
who come and go as they like.

so far wenyan has been the only one i've been constantly meeting
the reason why we have been able to meet up
is probably becos we're willing to take time out of busy schedule.

i really do miss my friends in sec sch
but i'm really scared to organised something and get rejected all over again like before.
so it's pointless afterall.