my boyfriend is away.
its less than 24hrs and i'm already missing him.
imagine i have to go thru the rest of the week without him.

posting at IMH is OVER!
WOOHO~
I KINDA MISS THAT PLACE THOUGH.
can't believe i actually enjoyed my posting there.
the nurses there are very nice
the environment is good.
the location of the place SUCKS.
that's the only thing most of us hate about IMH. :)

will be at KKH for two weeks
wee!~
paeds :)
cute little brats!

ah! i miss you boy!
come monday come.
come quick!
sigh.
this is harder than i thought it would be.
i love you. :)


when nothing matters
when i give up.

i wanna say good bye to you.

it's tough.
it seems everyday
routine
between us.
i'm tired of it.
i tried to bear with it.
you made me feel worthless
and unwanted.
i'm sad to say that i still feel that way.

and so yesterday night went out after church to meet my lovely poly friends
friends
not just CLASSMATES.
hahaha
minghui is leaving for aussie. :)
its like a meet up before she leaves.
i need my holiday too!
i need shopping therapy.
i feel that i'm sad.
so i think i shld buy some stuff
and make myself happy.
yea. though its kinda late now
i think i still wanna go for a little shopping later.
yea.
just to cheer myself up.

i don't see a point for me to blog actually.
mayb i shld just delete this meaningless blog.

and i miss her.
no one understands
not even you.

i feel so helpless and lonely
that i wanna cry out LOUD.
and you're the one who made me feel this way.

can anyone make things right again?

5 more days baby.
and soon you'll be gone. :(

i hate being me.