i am so freaking pissed with the system.
and freaking piss with the doctor!
is it my fault that the lab result take so long to get to me?
is it my fault that the specimen wasn't sent on time?!

whatever.
bullshit!
all these doctors speak without brain.
as if they took their brain out to talk to nurses.

cut all the attitude problem.
try to give each other a better working environment please.


location: raffles hospital ward 8 station c

yes, that's right i'm updating my blog while at work.
it is freaking sian and boring.
i feel so sian and bored to the extent that i wanna just stop working here.
the pressure and uncertainty are just so unpredictable.
not trying to complain or what.
but really
i still feel incompetent and stuff.
i still need a preceptor to guide me.
there's still lots more for me to learn before sending me taking care of a station all by my side.
i'm basically bored to death.

rah.

anyway,
life has been all about working
churching
meeting up my girls.
actually girl
wenyan's the only one i've been meeting up with lately.
i doubt anyone would come ask me out if i didn't asked them 1st
anyway
it is true what's the past is the past.
i still do miss sec sch
but yea
it has been long enough of all this missing.

i've yet to post pictures of my self in my uniform. hahas.
that's becos my lappy plus my com are laggy like turtle.
i can't do anything fast with them
so yea.
probably just have to wait
so can just drop by RH to give me a surprise. hahaha!

whatever.
..


yea. i'm back again. after being missing for a month.
been really busy with work.
and of course also because my desktop and my lappy were both down with some irritating viruses
therefore i couldn't update my blog.
anyway, i'll be having my driving test on the 7 july.
haha. nice date uh.
hopefully i'll pass, then i need not spend anymore on bbdc.
then i wouldn't need to go bbdc ever again!

haha.
oh ohh. 11th may was my graduation day
dad mum and hengjun all went.
:)
was good.
one thing for sure,
i'm gonna miss going school.

it sucks to be a working adult.

talking about working.
the HR screwed up my 1st pay check.
so practically, i've been eating myself.
my 1st pay and they screwed it up.
how sad.
nonetheless, ......... RH!

today i took a cab to work and spent 19 bucks on the cab fare.
not because its my fault that i'm late for work.
but simply because my ward sister did not notify me about the changes in my schedule.
it was quite frustrating.
but its alright.
its over.
within my short few weeks working as a staff nurse
i've met MANY difficulties and unhappiness.
still i shall endure and strive on.
what to do? i need the experience
and i need money.
and i am a nurse
if i don't do nursing, what else can i do?